It's only the beginning of March and I'm ready for it to be summer or at least give me a break. I feel like I'm going to snap in half under all the pressure of school and family. I just want to relax. Be happy. I feel lonely. The excuse I tend to use is hormones but I'm honestly lonely. I want somebody to hold me and love me.. I just know that it's to good to be true if I were to find a guy that would give me the time of day. There is nothing special about me. I'm not pretty, not skinny, I have acne, and I just am not the sort of person that a guy would even talk to.
Usually my friends make me feel better but they don't understand the loneliness I'm going through at the moment. The complete an utterly horrible stomach pain of being lone.
The only escape I have are books. I'm feeling the need for a trip to the library. Maybe that would help a little.
I wish I hadn't wrote the but It's how I'm feeling and It's honest. I wish I could appear stable and happy but I'm not.
And I need that out there even if nobody reads this.
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